Saying Goodbye

I hate saying goodbye...it is so hard. My beloved Grandmother passed away on Thursday morning. She was only 80 years old. She was the best Grandma anyone could ask for. She was sweet, cute, so kind - I miss her in so many ways. We had a special relationship. I'm so grateful for the time we did have together...I'm trying to focus on this right now because I was doing a lot of "if only" when I learned the news. My husband came to tell me at work..I took one look at his face and thought...who is it? My Mom? His Mom? I just wasn't prepared to hear that my Grandma died that morning. I had just said to my Mom the night before that we needed to get her seen again by the specialist. Well, I need to accept that it was part of a bigger plan and I had no control over it. I can only remember our love for one another and let it bring me comfort in the days ahead. Thanks for listening - to anyone reading this. Have a good night!