Monday, August 2, 2010

For My Little One - A Dedication



This is a bittersweet day for me as it's the day my baby would have been due. I had a miscarriage on Christmas Eve last year. Let's just say it was a very painful experience as they misdiagnosed me at first and told me I lost the baby, only to find out two days later the baby was alive (via ultrasound) and then a week later it was confirmed I indeed had a miscarriage. I still have that image of the heart beating on the ultrasound in my mind. Usually I would not share this information in blogland but I feel I cannot ignore this day and not tell you about it....I know a lot of bloggers talk about "keeping it real" so this is what I'm doing with you today. I thought I was fine with August 2nd approaching until last night when I was finishing this quilt .... actually it was cathartic. Now that the tears have subsided, I want to focus on my blessings, which includes my husband, healthy 2 year old and 2 wonderful stepsons. I am pregnant again, 6 months this week, and our baby to be is due in November.
This is a happy quilt for my new little one but it's also for the one that is no longer here. Thanks for letting me share!

5 comments:

  1. It's a beautiful quilt, for BOTH your beautiful children. Good luck with the final 3 months of your pregnancy!

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  2. Oh Jody. We are going through this right now. I commend you for the healing project. I can't face that yet. Congratulations on the pregnancy.

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  3. Wow, Jody. Thanks for keeping it real. I have had so many friends go through miscarriage (and other things) as well, and I know what a heartbreaking journey it can be. I'm really happy for you that another little one is due in a few more months, and this quilt will be not only a happy reminder of that but a precious comfort to you for the one you lost. Beautiful quilt!

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  4. Oh, Jody. I'm thinking of you and am happy for you that you have a little one on the way. It really is a beautiful quilt to celebrate both of your babies.

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  5. Beautiful quilt built with great love in your heart! Great that you shared, we are all real people with real dramas in our lives. Thanks for sharing your joy and sorrow.

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